I don't usually make posts like this, but I have been actively seeking and searching for help for almost 6 months now. Something is obviously wrong with me physically and I have been unable to get a referal or a proper diagnosis. I have been treated like trash by the paramedics and local hospital (which is the only one I can go to without bothering someone else to take me further) because they insist I'm on drugs, it's just anxiety or maybe I just love the attention at the cost of a huge bill. I'm utterly and completely hopeless at this point and I just want to cover all my bases on any form of media to get any possibility of help. It's extremely sadistic to have the hopes of treatment or anything dangled in front of you like a carrot, then patronized and told that I don't know my body better than they do. This system is fucked and I've seen the co sequences of it, and now I'm experiencing it personally. If you or anyone you know could possibly give me any form of medical help, I would appreciate it with my every being. Please feel free to shoot me a private message or even reply here. Will give more feedback on my condotion and what has happened precisely.